#Rafiki wa kweli ni njaa tu
Maana hakuachi hata
Ukiwa masikini

Are you in love with them or are you subconsciously addicted to the emotional chaos that they put you through.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close,not even a little bit,not even at all.
- 10 things i hate about you (1999)

long ago, i once drew a rainbow on my scarred wrist. you said it was beautiful and it was a battle scar, where nobody sees the war i had to go through daily basis. but the way i chose to keep going was brave. you said you wish you were stronger like i was. but i didn’t know that time, you were another reason for another red line to exist on my faded scarred skin.

👊🏼 I wonder what's its like to be loved by you

Oh, I try not to think about what she's like
and I try not to wonder where you′ve been
and I try to have a drink,
toss it back, I don't wanna think
I really tried not to miss you but in the end
I do, I do
I do, I do

I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I lost control again